is going fucking down.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
Ags ilove_money,
that last question...
fuckin blew me away









xD xxxxx

Science Week this week in the University so...nothing really to do. We just have to attend 2 alternative classes and make reaction papers on those and voila! We are done for the week. Anyways, the 2 alt classes we chose : Biochemistry Brewery and Forensic Psychology. We're having them tomorrow and on Thursday.

Finally got the chance to go to La Salle today! Had a fuckin awesome time!! Met up with Mer, Jaja, Chino Castro & Caste, Deej, and Peebs. Diem was still in class :((
Although, due to popular demand, I shall be back there tomorrow!*g* This time with Ags. Yey mumu! xD


I'm in dire need of sleep :x
But before I go :
Happy S.A.D. (Singles' Awareness Day) and Happy Valentines, everyone(!).

the fucking balance of life - why do you get me now?

...last Saturday I had my early birthday celebration and being that all my beloved friends (who are closest to my heart) were there, I was of course undoubtedly happy. So very happy....

I've been meaning to update since, but then I was too preoccupied with being happy.
Same goes for Sunday.
Same goes for Monday.
...same goes for the half of Tuesday as well.

( So very happy... )

:::edit:::
oh great. look at the time.
it's officially the 10th of August.
WHO'S CELEBRATING A FUCKING HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ?

that'd be me.
what joy?!
oh and add a quiz in Neuro Anatomy and Math today!

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... =[[

This has been the busiest week so far. School work is getting more and more insane but you know what they say, it's for your own good. Or not. hehe ;p Nevertheless, I'm enjoying school 'cause my amigos are the shite! College is such a breeze with them around =D

...I finally have a band at the Uni! SCORE!

Although I'm in no means leaving Flower Child! I just thought it'd be awesome to also have a band within school grounds. So whenever I feel the need to jam, we can jam right there and then! xD

so yeah...I've been such a busy busy bee and thus, I start my weekend with withdrawals :

( the quinn-allman.com site,Fightstar,Clockwork Orange!MCR,Formula 1,slaaaaaash,...♥etc )

So yeah...that's about it.
night lovies ♥

ps. GP this weekeeeend woooot! Pls let Kimi win =(

pps. uh yeah. fckit. I.......do like him. UH OH.

I'm pretty sure I failed the Math and Zoology exam today. Theology wasn't that good either.
AND
it's not like life outside school is doing great ;/ ...

DAMNIT. Orange, wtf is wrong with you ?!/?!?@kdifoijhewwefmowejfw =(


I go on forever
Older burns are overturned
My life for worse or better
I'm just craving for a cure

Like a man possessed
A requiem
We're singing

Hide the misdemeanors
Never lead an open life
My hands were never cleaner
Not a trace for you to find

Like a man possessed
A requiem
We're singing

Say it, does it show?
Is this test in any other time?
I know, but I don't
I'm blind in every other eye
Cold hands, colder smoke
We sleep anywhere we lie
You're lying if you don't
I'll try, I'll try


Oh if only I knew the fcking answer =(
my apologies if you're thinking I'm some pathetic being going all emo on your ass...I just can't take this anymore.
I need to get this out.


Everything's going down hill. =((

We had our fckinlong Zoology (lab) test today....and to say 'twas disastrous would be an understatement. I am seriously thinking about shifting from Psychology to ....Arts and Letters? Seriously. Somebody teach me how to solve for the calibration of a frog's testis.

So yes...all in all today this week was fuckin bull! pretty awful and that is why I am soooo looking forward to the weekend. >.<


Oh Shit. OMFGGGGGG.

the Make A Move video.






OK. uhhhh...
Although I'm disappointed not "feeling" the song yet?....
words cannot describe how happy I am right now just to see my boys again. I mean, it's been fucking ageeeeeeees. I've missed them so.

Plus more new material soon, I hope. ♥



Could you show me dear? Something I'm not seeing? Something infinitely interesting...

I woke up at around 2:30 am and decided to check on the computer, if it's working again....and well I'm here so it is working. I don't know if I should be happy though :/

So British Grand Prix.
I guess I was a bit happy that Juan Pablo Montoya won over Fernando Alonso. I mean, it's better than Alonso actually winning first place, right? I was just hoping Kimi would win. Not that going from the 12th to the 3rd place is bad. Errr...Fuckin penalty >.<
winged_fishbone =(


oh and...
I'm just...I'm really really gutted about Jenson not making it to the top 3 =( I mean cmon, he was in his homeland! Not to mention he's the only english driver on the race.... I just wish he delivered :(




I could still be ruthless if you'd let me....

because it's late and I have classes at 7 tomorrow, I'm gonna make this short...

PEEBS azwethinkweiz_8, you are my fuckin hero.
why you ask? Well a simple phone call from her:
- made my supposedly "broken" computer miraculously work ♥
- brought about news of the "I Caught Fire" video w/c made me ekstateek ;)
- Rules Of School update ♥
Pussy! Thanks so much for listening to that prob which I'm really having a hard time dealing with ;/ I just ..err I dunno..but yeah thank you sooo much for bearing with me *huuuug*


in other news :
BLAHBLAHBLAAAAAAH >.<
The only permanent thing in this world is change < / 3 *sigh*

Little out of touch, little insane
Just easier than dealing with the pain...
maybe it is time to let go? :(

.........otherwise known as all the lovely people in my the world all squeezed in in one hearty cut ;)

( ♥ )

Don't know why I'm still afraid
If you weren't real I would make you up
now
I wish that I could follow through
I know that your love is true
And deep
As the sea

Remember when we first met
And everything was still a bet
In love's game
You would call; I'd call you back
And then I'd leave
A message
On your answering machine

We're made out of blood and rust
Looking for someone to trust
Without
A fight
I think that you came too soon
You're the honey and the moon
That lights
Up my night

But right now
Everything you want is wrong,
And right now
All your dreams are waking up,
And right now
I wish that I could follow you
To the shores
Of freedom
Where no one lives

Freedom
Run away tonight
Freedom freedom
Run away
Run away tonight

We got too much time to kill
Like pigeons on my windowsill
We hang around

Ever since I've been with you
You hold me up
All the time I've falling down

But right now
Everything is turning blue,
And right now
The sun is trying to kill the moon,
And right now
I wish I could follow you
To the shores
Of freedom
Where no one lives

I love this song ♥



Woootwoooooo

Just another boring Thursday afternoon at home.
Ahhhh the last days of summer =( 2 more weeks and it's college for me. Pffft.

Oh well atleast I'm not having classes *cough*DLSU*cough* right now.... eeep! hehe ;)

:::edit 2:50pm:::
okay DLSU people I do need you guys....hurry back from school you fools! I'm all sad here! gaaah =s

oh and Agnesallhertears check out my userinfo dooood!xD

It's been a while so...
( ~aaaah look at my beautiful people ♥ )

Walk past my grave in the dark tonight,
Saw the stone and the note you left for me,
to answer your question I just had to leave,
I just had to leave,

Found my way back in the dark tonight,
Couldn't wake up not right next to you,
I'd trade forever to just hear you say the sound of my name

But that's not why I'm here,
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I want to find you so bad and let you know I'm miserable up here without you,

Don't believe that its better when you leave everything behind,
don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die,
don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die...

~Armor For Sleep

Yes. I've been listening to them nonstop since yesterday.
I want their album.
It isn't available here.
Fckit.
They're on tour with Fightstar.
I'm not there.
Fckit.



Blah. The rain makes me think. Hard. About things I don't want to think about. I don't like the rain.

Rain is soothing. Rain calms me down. I love the rain.


I'm confused as a bunny. Woe is me ;(


Pat's making tea. heeeeee ;)
Burn's coming hoooooome yey *dances*
Kimi is...........asleep. Kimikimikimi =((


My icooon:
Jedi!Quinn is love.

Since Sarahshortygirl0509 and Chrissyrogues49 passed me this musical baton then here we gooo :

Total volume of music on my computer:
Seriously? I have no friggin idea haha

The last CD I bought:
3 cheers for sweet revenge

Song playing:
The Mars Volta - Widow

Twenty songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me:
1)Hole - Malibu
2)Oasis - Wonderwall
3)Incubus - Echo
4)Incubus - Summer Romance (anti-gravity)
5)Incubus - Certain Shade Of Green
5)Busted - 3 am
6)Busted - When Day Turns Into Night
7)Busted - Sleeping With The Light On
8)Busted - Fall At Your Feet
9)My Chemical Romance - Thank You For The Venom
10)My Chemical Romance - Early sunsets over monroeville
11)My Chemical Romance - Helena
12)My Chemical Romance - Demolition Lovers
13)My Chemical Romance - Vampires Will Never Hurt You
14)The Used - Blue and Yellow
15)The Used - Taste Of ink
16)The Used - Buried Myself Alive
17)The Used - I caught fire (in your eyes)
18)Blink 182 - ♥ Always ♥
19)Fightstar - Amethyst
20)Fightstar - Paint Your Target

::::edit:::::
okay so I am tres bored...can I just make this list up to 25? hehe. Fenkyooo.

21)From First To Last - Emily
22)Name Taken - You Do It So Well
23)Name Taken - Cover Up
24)Death Cab For Cutie - photobooth
25)Taking Back Sunday - A decade under the influence


Five people to whom I'm passing the baton:

Kimi winged_fishbone
Buuuuurn burn_tralala
Peeeebs azwethinkweiz_8
Pat lovelots
Nox! noxious_nicole hihi ;)

and to everyone else bored out there! xD

BACK FROM SURGERY

( crappy post surgery pic in ze car... )

I literally cannot speak. So friends, text msgs and LJ comments will be fine for now.

Today went to waste.......again. I did nothing but sleep, go online, watch tv, go online, eat, go online and did I mention go online? Yes..these are very productive ways to spend the last days of summer. *bow*

I want to see the original Paint Your Target video.
Yes the censored one.
Yes, NOW!
*rolls eyes*

timecheck:
1 am - Oh my.. I didn't realize it was this late...or should I say early? hehehe ;)

( I finally have you right where I want you... xD )

Fuckit.

I have absolutely no clue as to how this happened to my Internet Explorer.

Suddenly it has trouble opening almost any site I go to (hah, bloody exception for LJ).
Worst of all, it won't open my mail.

I am so jsdnjashfuohreuioghoernfuckin pissed right now.
I don't even want to talk type anymore.

I have a bloody operation tomorrow and for god's sake...what do I get?
A computer with a fuckin virus.

Yes, I could scream my fuckin brains out....
but naaaah.... I think I'll just.....

yes, just like that
shut up
Thank you, Mr. Simpson.

Words cannot describe how much I love that video. I'd cap Al with his lush glasses but damn......

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SHIT. MY OPERATION. IS. TOMORROW???
Pray for me, pls :((

Great. I'm in a net cafe outside some NBS branch.
I actually wanted to update last night but due to some fucked up incident, I couldn't.

I'm not feeling any better now though. I reckon this is my first ever angst post, and frankly I'm not too happy I'm doing one at the moment cos last week was too fuckin nice and I just...I can't believe what's been happening since then. :/

Last night I was incredibly down..
I mean, I can't even recall when was the last time I felt that bad/low/depressed. Seriously, I thought I was having a kick ass summer until last night. 'tis shite, shite I tell ya.

And then today.
God, where do I even start?

Things are just completely wrong at the moment.

I think I'm getting tired living my life.
I'm getting tired being me. :(


To the flist: I'm sorry if this post is just a waste of space in your friends page.
You can just scroll down and ignore this.
I'm just...really sorry and I hope you guys still love me or just don't hate me. pls. thank you.

I could stay home for the rest of the summer.
NOT. teheee
But yes, today is the 2nd time this summer, I chose to stay home and buuuum all day rather go out and do shit with my crazy ass amigos. There's always tomorrow eh guys? *g* Plus being a bum for once in my life is looooove ♥ haha it's unbelievable how I enjoy just stayin at home watching television, whoring this comp hehe xD, and just ..not having to deal with the all the shit out theeere hahaha xp

I'm such in a giddy random mood at the moment and so I bring you my thoughts...


Awww the brothers Way are teh sexlove! <3333

I love it..how tight they are ♥


heeeee they're so fuuuun xD

awww I miss my boys..... <3



♥ awwww just awwww ♥


Eversince yesterday Kimi winged_fishbone and I have been in suuuuuper hyper modes and everything's just so whaaaaacked and crazy!!*g* Hope 'tis always like thisss eh Kim? *ehem*COMATOSE*ehem* hahahahahahaha! xD
Oh and Burn burn_tralala don't worry about the cd! I can waaaaait :D You know me lobes you no matter what! Just don't try and steal meh hubbyS!LOL
Pattiii ihatelj_ok goodluck for your operation tomorrow bes! My prayers are with yooo <3 yoooo!
Patflo lovelots cmon man lets staaaaaaaalkkkk the hottnesses around teh block mehn! Or are you still havin your rendezvous with........ hehehe xD Come over anytime man! We need to hang more oftensss!

:::edit:::April 10
BRO!Inigo OMFG "tonight's the night" xD HELL YEAAAAAH! \m/ Geez I went through all those shitnessss just for you! gaaah hahahaha I hope our "dreams" come true though :( Right right?? Well, hope you're havin fuuun!*grins* HAHAHA See you on Wednesday! wooot you gots meh MCR cd wooot! vrooomvroooom! xD

I was thinkin a bit earlier...and just wanna say:
everyone on my flist (whether we be close or not or just in the process of getting to know LOL)- fenkyoo all for putting up with my crazy and often nonsense rants and I love you all and I hope someday we can all chat and drink fine red wine. Cheersss!<3

HAH finally I'm sleepy.....wooot Nightnight loves! <3

Wow. Today is the first day of summer I did not go out or had friends over.
Just bummed all day loooong. And I loved it ♥ mwahaha

whored all the good MCR sites I could find.... and ate lunch around 5pm? I practically had to tear myself away from the computer laaaaaaah and now I shall share the products of my labor... teheee xD



( love these boys <3 )


Three reasons why I am damn happy excited at the mo :
1) I'm getting the CD Kimi winged_fishbone made for me which contains MCR and loads of Boooooooosted videos!
2) Burn burn_tralala is also giving me a cd with loads of MCR + other bands' videoooos!
3) Bro Inigo is burning me the whole MCR album Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge!
omgaaaaah I lofff you alls ♥ *can't wait* xD

ofcourse nothing beats the my love for my boys jaybournewick

But gaaah I just love am currently obsessed with these boys right now ♥

woooooohooooo
Night ALLS! <3x